The Rise of the Phoenix

Every day that goes by puts me closer to the day I will no longer be with you

Not the Mayan calendar prediction ending

But because we are through


The Rise of the Phoenix

I would be in denial if I were to believe that we could make it

And be the couple I always wanted us to be

But you found another

And have been with her "mentally"

"Ph-yis-cal-ly" and

"E-mo-tion-al-ly"

No longer was it about we

You and me

But about your secret love

The one you turned away from me because of 

You smirked at my tears 

As you felt yourself way too much

She became your world

As you began treating the whore like your main girl

You're no real player

Just a clown 

And the "scully" broad that you met at the zoo

Funny

She seems just right for you

While I thought you were working hard

You were smutting it up

All the while married

And acting single

So your subliminal wish is my command

"No no!"

"Don't thank me!"

Thanks will be you paying this seed support for YOUR child

ON TIME

Not acting like 

Somehow

You are the victim

And I was blind

To the "love" you had for me

Dude please!

Tell it to those broads that you 

Converse to

After hours

When all is still, Boo

Make them believe you were the best I could do

What's funny is you don't even believe that to be true

So I long for the day that's approaching ahead

It's like the 4x400 race 

And I am running anchor

I see the finish line 

As my legs are slowly giving away

Feeling like lead

It has been a long and hard road

But I am not dead

I see the end

All who love me cheering me on

Huge smiles on their faces

Although it took so long

They know what it took for me to get here

How I almost didn't make it here

Gave up

Towel thrown

The glimmer in my eyes all but gone

B-U-T

It's a new day

I'd rather be alone than to be with you on my best day

For me that would be my worse day

And life is way too short

For any more of those

The race is done

My spirit and strength have won

This Phoenix has risen past the horizon

And life will have meaning for me once again

Written by Kesh

Dec 12, 2012

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