I loved the you I thought I knew
The one I imagined being with me
Laughing, flirting, eyeing me
Yeah, that you
The you I opened up to
Gave my entire heart to
Just hoping one day I'd legitimately get yours too
The you I gave my body to
And in the midst of it all
You answer to her
Responded to her call
Told me to wake up
I heard you loud and clear
Stopped my lovemaking
You paused your lust aching
I heard it all
And right there
Crouched low
I kept the tears at bay
We continued
But I was never the same
My face I saved
Did you even notice?
Did you even care?
I was made privy to the skills you possess
Your whereabouts you would "finesse"
And when you finally left
Tears fell for what will never be
The guy I thought I knew
Never really existed for me

~July 21, 2017

Written by Kesh
(c) 2017 Nixrises All Rights Reserved

Connection

"A connection?" you ask. What is that like?

So have a seat.

Get comfortable.

I would like to school you right.

After I say all that I say

Be easy

Don't want you to take flight

I want to know the real YOU

To understand your plight

My purpose is to give you all of me

And to give it to you right

Come here, my love

I may nibble

But remember not to bite

You and me together?

I think I just might

Not what you had in mind

Not quite

My desire for you progressed rapidly

Expedite

Not wanting you to hit it and igg me

Fly-by-night

"Stay with me," "Never leave me"

Always in sight

Because you care,  you'd still be there

No invite

Lay me down

Go to town

It's wet, it's tight

Tender kisses

Early morn

Midnight

Dark room

Blinds open

Sex by moonlight

You thrust, tug and slap

No more Mr. Polite

But the connection was more than just our bodies

Unite

I can write down my feelings repeatedly

Black and white

They still will never convey what I feel

Outright

You can't fathom how you invade my thoughts

Incite

Awakened sexuality

Heightened arousal

Ignite

Let's bring it down a few degrees

Fahrenheit

You're my baby and I'm your babe

Requite

I pray for you like I do for me

Acolyte

I shudder at the thought of losing you

Finite

This sexy, charming, intelligent man

Erudite

I want you all to myself

I recite

Want to shout it as we walk through the mall

Limelight

Proud to have you holding my hand

Delight

Loving that you love me back

Hug me tight

A future connected to you seems

Dynamite

When 2 lovers have what we have

It will always be alright

- June 16, 2017

Written by Kesh

(c) 2017 Nixrises All Rights Reserved

Just We

I need you to be with me

No implications

No commitments

More than us

Just we

Visibly

Taking each other to new heights

Since "we're grown"

And I don't bite

Unless you want me to...

Mutual attraction to one another

Yes, I find quite new

My interest

I don't reciprocate

Too much I've been through

And here I am confronted by wiles of you

The things you say

The things you do

My thighs you "want to use as earmuffs"

Clever

I want you to use them too

"Thicker than oatmeal"

I see you like my size

With our creativity and yearning

I'm sure you will rise

Our final destination will be one for the books

Wishing this lesson will be about more than just looks 

See, your words and your gaze is what got me hooked

My walk and my a*s

Maybe that's what made you look

But after my biennium mistake

You really make me wonder

Could you be the one? 

A keeper?

Am I falling for you off of words?

Can the game get a little bit deeper?

I keep telling myself

My man crush can't be true

But here I am 

Daydreaming 

Writing

And craving for you

Memorializing where we are today

Projecting on where I'd like us to be

Just you and me

Me and my bae

More than us

Just we

- May 28, 2017

Written by Kesh

(c) 2017 NixRises All Rights Reserved

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