Subliminals

The eyes never lie...

I see you
The bond we share
Stronger than two tons of steel
Solid as a rock
No pseudo
Oh so real
I know how much you care
No words have to be said
For your eyes tell the story
Saying all that's unsaid
You watch me sashay
I seem to float around the room
I sense your eyes
Staring between my thighs
It is safe for me to assume
I know what you want
Where you want it
And how you want to do
And with my eyes I express
Just how badly
I want you too

Our connection is unmatched
Raw
Cannot be contained
There's no one to blame
You and I are one in the same
Natural love
That's the special bond we possess
Nothing less
Highly blessed
And tonight
We'll be panting the word:
"YES!"

But right now
We must play it cool
Maintain our composure
Be classy
Those are the rules
But I see you, my love
And I know you see me too
But until then
We'll tone it down until I say when
While we just enjoy the view

Written February 11, 2013

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My Son, My World, My Love

My Son, My World, My Love





The joy in my life
My reason for breathing
For striving
For pressing on
After all that has gone wrong
You're not only my son, but you're my center
The stars, that is you
As your eyes brightly twinkle
Illuminating rooms from afar





My grayest skies are brightened as you chuckle
And then laugh
An infectious sound in you can be found
My love for you is boundless
Unconditional
Everlasting
Unwavering
And profound

It is deeper than the Mariana Trench
More intense than a touch from the sun itself
My son
My world
My love
How can I repay you for all you have given to me?
A reason for living
A divine purpose
The greatest gift God bestowed to me
I am beyond lucky
I am blessed
My devotion I express
As my undying love
I give to you
I guarantee

Written December 2012 (revised March 2013)

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Senses of a Lost Love

Aching feeling when I hear your voice
Imagining your lips moving, but I can no longer taste them
Nor can I smell your scent
I remember the strength
Of your arms around me
Heaven-sent
The protection I felt
Unimaginable
Alpha quality
100%
Neither space nor time can change what I feel
The respect
Adoration
Admiration
The love
Yes, I truly love this man
It didn't take distance and states to realize this
But mistakes
And circumstances
To thirst for that bliss
Knowing in my heart of hearts
That if I was again given the desires of my soul
To be united with you
By all senses
I will forever be true
Eternally
Man and wife
For I've had a taste of the bitter pill called "Life...
Without you"
It's Rotten
Tart
Disgusting
Harsh and sharp
Flavors I can't fathom to savor
Those I never want to experience again
Being without my greatest love
The one my mind sees as
My man

Written by Kesh
-Feb 22, 2013

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Pothole-Coated Road

Pothole-Coated Road

Twists & turns on a pothole-coated road
The goodyear's wearing thin
Such an unexpected roller coaster ride
What was to be a wondrous journey
Has my stomach upset
My face grim

I look around
There's no one beside me
Not a soul for my sight
Silence fills the air
The fog
Cotton ball thick on this night
And the chill...
It envelopes me
Like a heavy blanket of despair

I roll up the windows
As I travel slowly along
Cautiously moving forward
Prepared for any sudden moves
Daring the night to move
Wanting the night to move
Only then will I have company
Someone
Anyone
Instead of this nagging
Urking
Solitude

No music
No laughter
Dried tears creating a crusty face
I choke back the many more that want to fall
As fear builds up
Fear of the unknown
Fear of what lies ahead
On this
Pothole-coated
Fog surrounded
Darkness covered road

Written by Kesh
February 8, 2013

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Vernacular Strength

Vernacular Strength

From tragedy to triumph, I too shall rise
Mistaking my kindness for weakness?
Don't do it!
It's just a disguise
When I open my blouse
You'll see the 'K' on my chest
'K' is for Kick A$$ Female
With a fierce upper left
Only a tad bit physically
My hook's figuratively
Don't like to fight
But I may bite
My words will sting royally
Ends up killing you softly
Fugees
Roberta Flack
May give you a flashback
Maybe a heart attack
My words are far from whack
'Cause whatever I lack
I find, then bring it back
Subtract from the negative
Positively attack
But I'll just swing on back
Might even get side-tracked
Then I backtrack becoming the Fullback

As I...

Dodge and block the poison that's spewed
Talk is cheap
Haters are weak
Everyone knows how they do
Don't get angry
No need to argue
Cutting edge
This sword's my pledge
Now I must bid you "Adieu"
I'm through

By Kesh
Written January 28, 2013

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You're My Man

Is it possible that you can develop deep feelings or perhaps even love someone you have never spoken to face to face? In today's changing times, we now have the privilege to develop and maintain relationships that not only span through distances far beyond acres and miles, but that last over the course of time.

You're My Man
I never thought I'd feel something so real
Deep adoration for someone I can not feel
I can't touch you or hold you or kiss you at night
Put your mind at ease while you are stroking me right
If I could have anything, I'd want to hold you so tight
As I show you, you're truly my man

You can't deny we are one in the same
Past relationships and failures show we were truly the blame
But we are learning from these and are yearning for love
Dying to give as much as receive
The full amount
Not, sort of
To respect, honor and cherish
All the qualities above
Nothing less for the one who's my man

But until then, I will just imagine and dream
Maybe reality's not as far off as it seems
For I will love you from afar
That shouldn't seem too bizarre
Because in our hearts, we are one
You're my man

Written Jan 8, 2013
by Kesh

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Soulmates

The lucky ones are those who get it right the first time around. Many of us will search a lifetime finding that special person who compliments our every being. When you finally meet this individual, there is no doubt in either of your minds that you two were truly meant to be.


Soulmates

It took 12,676 days for me to find you
But I have loved you for a million years
I yearned for the day we could be together
After our troubled pasts filled with tears

I am eager to embrace you, and have you hold me in your arms
As I feel your breath on my neck
The coldness, as the air mixes with your salvia, on my ear
The softness as you gently caress my face and tell me,
"I am finally here."

You are moved as I tell you, "I am yours."
You sweep me off my feet and glide me into our new room
In our new home
And you place me on our new bed
As you remove my clothes
And I hungrily remove yours
I have opened up so much to you
And now you will have my essence too
As you enter inside of me, I let out a sigh
A release as we become one
Better than before
Second to none
As our juices blend and we expend
All the energy we have stored up for all time
And at the drop of a dime
I am no longer lonely
Sad
Depressed
Unworthy
And unloved
I am fine
And my baby is fine
And he is truly and finally mine

Written Nov 18, 2012
by Kesh

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